Again, I find myself stuck at a point where I don't know I'm heading.

I have been tweeting to both my twitter and FB yesterday evening, after visiting ESR at Aljunied.
(ESR = Examination Student Registry for ICPAS)

Here's the story.
Since I'm working as a accounts assistant, I'm thinking of going further to study on being a certified accountant. I made several calls, and went for ACCA talks. I thought that I suit the accountant job better now than previous due to my immaturity. So, I made an impulse decision to register for ACCA last evening. After getting the form, I gave thought to it. Do I really want to be an accountant? It will take me another 3 years of my time. I want to fulfill my dream as soon as possible. Do I suit being an accountant? Such thoughts kept running through in my mind. I was really stuck at that point, where I don't know what I really want!

I didn't submit the form in the end, coz I didn't bring my certificate with me. Brought the form back with me, and its still unfilled at the moment. I'm not sure if I want to continue on this path. If I really want to be an accountant, I think I've wasted like 7 years of my time, going in circles. If not, then what do I really want to work as?

I'm already in my sweet cosy comfort zone now, and I felt abit reluctant to make changes. I'm still thinking of ways to make my way to Japan to work. After all, my dream is to find a job in Japan. I really liked Japan alot, that I even thought of migrating over! I know its impossible, but at the very least, I do hope that there are opportunities for me to do so.

What I can do at the moment, is to concentrate on my JLPT N1 and the Kanji Aptitude Test which is in coming early December and February respectively. I need to concentrate and pass these 2 papers asap!

Sigh....Another month of intensive studying!! Wish me luck!!!